A Kiss Away                                  

I don’t know where this is going

I know I want you to stay

It’s got the feel of forever

Forever won’t go away won’t go away

We’re just a kiss away from melting down

Tried to resist

But we keep loosing ground

We’re melting down

Meet me in conversation

You tell me, I’ll tell you too

The way I feel when I’m with you

A feeling I can’t undo I can’t undo

We’re just a kiss away from melting down

Tried to resist

But we keep loosing ground

We’re melting down

We’re taking a chance

We’re rolling the dice

We’re not going to stop

Stop and think twice, no…

We’re just a kiss away from melting down

Tried to resist

But we keep loosing ground

We’re melting down

We’re melting down

We’re melting down

Impatiently

I’ve been waiting I’ve been pacing the floor

Anticipating the love I adore

When I think about your kiss

Pressed against my lips

I wait impatiently for your Love for your Love

When I’m with you I can hardly tell

If were moving if were staying still

When you brush against my skin

My will starts wearing thin

You wait impatiently for my love for my love

I want to be together

This is my grand endeavor

To forever be with the one that I Love

With the one I love

I’m defenseless you have captured my heart

There is nothing that can keep up apart

When I lay down next to you

Your warmth comes rushing through

We’ve waited patiently

For this love for this love

Falling Heart 

I could see it goin

The smile from your face

Inside you are broken

All the pieces displaced

With no map to guide you

Out of the darkness you call

Terrified as you stumble

Baby I’ll catch your fall

Baby I’ll catch your falling heart

I’ll help you find your

Way out of the dark

If there is something I can do

To pull you through

Just take my hand

You lay wanting and weeping

Like a child at my feet

For love you are asking

Love is so bittersweet

A dream interrupted

With unavoidable costs

No one can take what’s inside you

It’s just temporarily lost

Baby I’ll catch your falling heart

I’ll help you find your way out of the dark

If there is something I can do

To pull you through just take my hand

Baby I’ll catch your falling heart

I’ll help you find your

Way out of the dark

If there is something I can do

To pull you through just take my hand

        All Lyrics written by Terry Holder

                © 2004 am I here music

                Saffron Blonde Records

Good for Nothin           

Every thought I think of you

Exhausts, my mind

You unconsciously assume

That I am the forgiving kind

You toy with me like a paper doll

You trip me up just to watch me fall

Why do you say what you say

Do you want to hurt me

Those good for nothin words

Are good for nothin

You toy with me l ike a paper doll

You trip me up Just to watch me fall

Why do you say what you say

Do you want to hurt me

Those good for nothin words

Are good for nothin

Scandalized by what you say

Oh I am so miserable

But you showed me the way

To tell you where to go

You lied and lied so shamelessly

I cried and cried in vain it seems

Why do you say what you say

Do you want to hurt me

Those good for nothin words

Are good for nothin

Broken No More           

You sit and stare outside the window

At the leaves helplessly falling down

Like the tears you say you cry for no one

You can’t hide behind your wrinkled brow

Don’t be too proud

Let it go step aside now just let it go

Let your heart ache know

You won’t be broken  no more

Interrogated by your own conscience

You agree to cop a plea

Or be found guilty of harboring heartache

Doing time will set you free

You will see

Let it go step aside now just let it go

Let your heart ache know

You won’t be broken no more

When your heartache is pleading

For a little sympathy

Just keep fighting the feeling

And just let… it go

Trying to shake off the cold from the winter

Trying to see the light through the trees

Still vacillating from tears to laughter

But you’ll be grounded eventually

You will see

Let it go step aside now just let it go

Let your heart ache know

You won’t be broken no more

Who’s To Blame                           

Go ahead I’ll be ok

Nothings left I can say

To make you stay…

They’re only tears that I cry

But this love is real

That you’re letting die…

Misunderstood

Misconstrued

Who’s to blame me or you

Now it seems like everything

Is falling all apart

It hurts to hear you say

You’re gonna let em fall…

God knows that I’ve tried

This feels like suicide

Without you here I feel like I could die…

I always thought

You’d be there to pick me up

Brush me off

Cheer me on

I guess I was wrong

Misunderstood

Misconstrued

Who’s to blame me or you

Make Believe                               

Take a little time

f time is what you need

So you can make up your mind

When it comes to you and me

You take my hand to hold

Sometimes it feels so cold

That I often wonder why

Is love suppose to make you cry

Now don’t pretend to love me

Or is this make believe

Are you playing a part

Where you break my heart in two…

Take another look and baby you will see

That everything that you could want

Is all wrapped up inside this dream

Now don’t pretend to love me

Or is this make believe

Are you playing a part

Where you break my heart in two…

If You’re Leavin                                   

Tell it to me now

But tell it to me slow

Whisper me your secret

The one I need to know

I’m not going to read

In between the lines

You’re going to have to tell me

Cause I can’t read your mind

I’m camped out and waiting

But I can’t wait to long

To know if you’re leavin

Or have you already gone

Tell me where you go

Tell me where you’ve been

Cause I have been so lonely

I’m breaking down again

What are you going to do now

What are you going to say

Can’t you improvise some

And spare me from this pain

I run to escape it

But I just can’t go on

Until I know if you’re leavin

Or have you already gone

Baby I wonder if you know

What you’re loosin when you go

Do you know that you’re loosin

You’re loosin me

Miss You Still            

Steady Steps in worn out shoes

I am learning to walk alone without you

I am standing in bright light

Can you see me I’m all right

But I miss you still I just want you to know

Sifting through discarding the pain

Slipping out of my thoughts

A little more each day

I’ve been mending what has frayed

Can you see me I’m ok

But I miss you still

I just want you to know

I find myself going where we used to go

To awaken the memories

That lay sleeping in my soul

Steady steps worn out shoes

Finding my way remembering you

I am standing in bright light

Can you see me I’m all right

But I miss you still I just want you to know

In Shadow        

I hear your name it breaks my heart

This love affair is crashing hard

I thought I was the only one

You’re evening star you’re morning sun

And now you’ve left me in Shadow

My colors paled I’m feeling blue

You’re not the man I thought I knew

Love Is blind I could not see

You’re blatant insincerity

And now you’ve left me in shadow

I while away the hours all alone

Here in this misery this misery of my own

I should have never let you know

Or let my feelings show

I could have dreamt a thousand dreams

But none would bring you back to me

I don’t want to cry for you no more

These dreadful thoughts I’ll just ignore

Since you’ve left me in Shadow

I while away the hours all alone

Here in this misery this misery of my own

I should have never let you know

Or let my feelings show

Take It Back                   

You take a little you take a lot

Without asking you just take what you want

There’s no rhythm and there is no reason why

You keep pushing until you make her cry

No no no take it back

All the hurt and the pain

Take it back don’t you have any shame

Take away the words you say take it back

Tell me why you had to be so cruel

And why she was always playing the fool

What you did and what you didn't’t do

Said it all told everything about you

No no no take it back

All the hurt and the pain

Take it back don’t you have any shame

Take away the words you say take it back

You fractured her heart you held her down

You tried to take her dignity without a doubt

It’s over now It’s time to let that girl go free

Set her free

All you took well she is taking it back

On her own now she is making a packed

To be strong as she is finding her way

To believe she’s gonna be ok yeah yeah yeah

Take it back all the hurt and the pain

Take it back don’t you have any shame

Take away the words you say take it back

Stay Another Day

I’m clinging to the hour welling up with tears

You try and change the subject t o nothing I want to hear

I can’t believe you’re going

Stay another day

I’ve got this great big feeling pushin in on me

I’ve got this great big feeling

I can barely breathe…

You kiss my quivering lips and hold me through goodbye

As we let loose our hands y ou say I love you

Please don’t cry

You turn with hesitation a nd slowly walk away

I’ll hold out forever u ntil you stay another day

I can’t believe you’re going

Stay another day

I’ve got this great big feeling pushin in on me

I’ve got this great big feeling

I can barely breathe…

Colored Rooms  

A love lies dormant deep inside

With unspoken words you tantalize

Were on the edge were in free fall oh…

Now I’m dancing in these colored rooms with you

And I’m feasting my eyes upon the view

This love is a sweetness to my soul

Like gravity it’s a steady pull were in this deep

With every breath we breathe oh…

Now I’m dancing in these colored rooms with you

And I’m feasting my eyes upon the view

I don’t know how but I do know why

You made me yours and I made you mine

Now were dancing in these colored rooms me and you

And were feasting our eyes upon the view